A Man's True Face Comes Out In The Dark!!!

"A MANS TRUE FACE COMES OUT IN THE DARK!!!" between,folks these lines were written by the great poet ayyaps!!! heheh!!! so do u understand wat it means???? if u do,then quit reading this post else continue reading!!! i live here alone, may be thats y these lines came into existence!!! after my college gets over i spend time with jus two persons at my home!!!and they are my TV and computer!!! i feel lonely most of the time!!infact all the time!!! so this is when ur true face i mean ur true color is revealed!!! i bet no one wud have seen this face except me!!!and am not jus speaking for myself!!!its true even in ur case!!!ull see a different person within urself!!! and as far as i know that person who comes out in the dark is the filthiest,dirtiest person on earth!!! ok let me not speak for others !!! let me speak for myself!!! so when im at home,when no one is with me!! the way i think is different!!sometimes even perverted!!! no harm in being frank!!!! i know that even u think the way i think wen u r alone, the oly difference is u dont write it in ur blog!!! this face which comes out in the dark, oly in the dark is cunning, selfish, perverted, sadistic!!! watelse!!! you try to be a goody goody boy when there are people around u!!! u behave as if u are a Buddha or Gandhi!! who knows even Gandhi and Budha mite have been like me!! different persons in dark!!, they didnt have the chance to post it in their blogs may be thats y we dont know!! my question is y isnt possible for me to be the same person when ppl are around me and when they are not around me!!! i will be the same person if all of u try to have a single face!!! as everyone of u hav two faces its difficult for ppl like me to b the way we want to b!!! the problem is u guys start speaking ill about the way i live!!! u may say be urself, y the fuck shud u change urself for others!!! i have to, because i need FRIENDS!!! if i dont live according to their expectations then ill have no one with me and i have to live in DARK through out my life!!! whereas now i live in DARK jus for few hours which is way beter than living in the DARK throughout my life!!! so i enjoy living this way and im gona live this way!!! then y the fuck did i write this????